It is no surprise to me. But, it is a deep loss. This morning at 5:00, I got the call that my grandfather died. Most of this week, I have been okay between spurts of crying. Writing out what I planned on saying was extremely helpful for me in the mean time. Life will be surely different. Having many doubts about supernatural things and in the middle of questioning all things religious, the best we I can say what I am thinking is... Wherever he may be
I hope he will look on me happily.
I miss you Paw Paw.
